Life as it is…
Well right now I’m doing several freelance jobs and gaining experience. I have to get my hands on an SAT book pretty soon so I could start studying, also I’m looking to get some hardware for my Mac mini like more RAM and external hard-drive and an external DVD writer. I have a lot of blanks (I want to put them to use). I also want to get some of my work bound. And a business card printed. I have a lot of free times seeing that I’m not in school anymore. Its time for me to get some exposure in the field I want to get into. My car is working pretty fine minor repairs are being made very slowly but right now I’m planning to save for my Rebel XT, a Macbook, and a Motorolla L6. Sport wise I’m planning on changing clubs in Waterpolo because I am not comfortable with the club I am in right now. Yesterday I got a job with synergy and I’m planning to start back commissions with WHO graphics again, the summer experience was cool and I think I gained a lot and have a lot to gain.
Where love life is concerned, I m still single for like 10 months now after a gruesome break-up and I met this really special girl, who recently ended a relationship with a guy who she was in “love” with she’s still hurting inside so I’ll give her time. She also has exams and she lives pretty far, these factors all contribute to the reason I’m not in anything yet. I’ve learnt over the summer that you should ignore infatuation. I had a sort of summer relationship with this girl… but she told me upfront that she was just using me for fun. I don’t really look at her the same way now. My life has changed. I don’t really crave for a relationship and single life is doing just fine for me now, hopefully I may get a gf before I leave for SCAD but who knows…
A lot of people have been questioning my virginity…I may lose it as I am more liberal but I still think abstinence Is a priority in my life… My peers all tell me something is wrong with me as I’m going to be 18 this year and I haven’t scored as yet… but I really and seriously have absolutely no interest for that kind of thing right now. I know that while I’m in school in the GA I may not be able to help myself… Hey it’s a different world. I’ve been offered a couple times but turned it down every time... I think something really is wrong with me.
This vacation we threw a party called audio amphetamine at Club Blue Tantra it was my second party, luckily it did not buss… but it wasn’t a real good party…it was ok. Pictures can be viewed on http://www.diegodeviant.tk/